and then i took half of a xanax and stared at the paper cranes.i'm waiting for the phone to ring.
remember the balcony? remember when i'd tell you how to be a better person and you'd tell me what you thought about god and why people feel helpless and i promised to love you more than your mother.
remember the time in the car when i was turned around backwards in the front seat? i couldn't see the headlights and you couldn't see the tail lights so it worked.
this was before everyone woke up and before we called your sister and before you fell asleep in the chair beside me that night and everyday.
no one's calling so i have to call them. i have a list of things i'm supposed to say which is good because i can't remember anything right now.