you were here / you were never here.you and you and you. or just you?

i'm right where i've always been. i'm different, but so are you. i don't know, i'm also the same. this is a letter i can't send.

this is where your name goes,

this is where i write something cordial and conversational. it's hot. the boys will be back next week.

this is where i ask about you. are you well? this is where i hold back. how is the weather.

this is where it's late, and i've missed you for so long, so i reference something important. i heard that song yesterday. this is where i'm nervous that i got it all wrong. anyway.

this is where i pull back and brace for reality. hope you're well.

this is where i hope something's changed, laneia