i was thinking

i wish xanax was an anti-depressant. ---

when i am holding a cup full of hot coffee, i sometimes think, "what would happen if i dropped this. i could drop this. how horrible would it be. it would ruin everything. i'm glad i'm not dropping this coffee."

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i think the key to good sweet potato fries is cutting them into smaller pieces and cooking them at a high temperature.

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i miss trees. i miss things i never had or knew. i want to go home / as far away from home as possible.

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this house is like an auditorium.

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me: do they make those Riese: that's what people say me: i want a gym membership and a part time job at a coffee shop or clothing store and a puppy who is small and house trained and an apartment and a different car and also a bike and a pedicure i want [person] to be better and i want you to find a place you love and i want [person] to write something and i want to reply to all of these emails and tell crystal i love her that's all Riese: ok i want you to have everything you want