earlier (e)

draft from october 14, 10:52 p.m., originally titled "well now here's the thing":

i titled this before i wrote it, so this may not actually be 'the thing.'

i want to write about this week but it's still happening i think, so i can't wrap my head around anything. i feel confused. i feel like i don't know why some people reply to emails and some people don't. i don't know why i reply to some and not others. i want to fucking talk to you. i'm mad.

who cares / everyone. misuse of the /. misuse of time and probably other things like feelings which are treated like junk mail around here, so.